I WROTE THIS ON FACEBOOK...HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST

THA DOUBTERS:
So anybody who know Gerald/C.J./Beanpie...whatever yall wanna call me.lol. Yall know my life has really been drasticaly changing over the last few months. A lot of people have been down with my success the WHOLE ENTIRE WAY. I mean some people have really been down since 4ever, since b4 i started taking off with The Backup Plan, since I was finna call da shit Borrowed Time. To yall I appreciate that 4real 4real. But even more people are just now hopping on the bandwagon. Now I'm not directing this to people who didn't know I spit like dat until recently (not yall). Im talking about the ones who FUKKIN KNEW I DID THIS SHIT, KNEW THIS WAS MY PASSION AND DREAM, AND KEPT SAYING "U AINT GONE MAKE IT" UNTIL DEY HEARD MY MUSIC. IM TALKING TO YALL. This whole mixtape The Backup Plan is about yall. Its about all yall who said "YOU AINT GOT NO CHANCE IN DAT INDUSTRY BOI, I HOPE YOU GOT A BACKUP PLAN". I just want the world to know no mattter what happens I PUT MY HEART, SWEAT, TEARS n all into this mixtape. When I recorded "The Rain" and "The Backup Plan" I got real emotional in the booth. Na, I aint breakdown in tears like dat.lol. But I felt dat shit hard, like my chest got hot, my heart was heavy on dat 4real. So to all yall and yall know who yall are. DO YOU REALLY THINK IMA KEEP FUKKING WITH YALL WHEN I GET THIS SHIT IN DA NEXT 3 MONTHS. LIKE DO YALL REALLY THINK THAT? Yall is temporarily cool when i see yall its "what up, what ya on etc.." But best believe when I sign them papers yall getting cut da fuck loose. So all yall who looking like "damn i wonder if he talking bout me? hell naw not me" Yea you. Ima disregard yall just how yall did my dreams. So with all do respect FUK YALL. And expect no love at all when i get on, but we can be cool till then.

THE FEMALES:
So anybody who know Gerald/C.J./Beanpie...whatever yall wanna call me.lol. Yall know like starting in November about me and she who shall remain nameless. Like as a man I aint gone lie..Yeah, she had me sprung, nose wide opened all that. Like 4real, like everything I said I would never be like. Everything I used to tease my guys about. Then in like January she had me out here fukked up ya know. Like not eating for a week all dat 4real. I went through it. Now, this I can assure you..Never again, im 100% over it, and that shit over n done with. So now its like, I see da lifestyle change thats about to happen and Im single and looking for sumthn real now. Most niggas aint gone say that, esp not on fb.lol. But like I been fukking since 14 so in da words of Drake: "Pussy's only pussy and I get it when I need it". So at this point its like I need sumthn more. Yo, 4real, that nigga Eminem said "its no such thing, like a female with good looks that cooks in cleans". Like I believe that shit 4real now. Y do females like you when u act like you could care less about them vs when u treat them like you care. ALL CHICKS, NO EXCEPTIONS play this same game. That shit is wack. Y do yall do dat dumbass shit. then be mad when we hurt yall feelings and play da same game with yall ass...Which brings me to another point. JUST CAUSE I FUKKED YOU MEANS NOTHING TO ME AT ALL. Like in all honesty if you going you going, so dont expect me to feel n e thing after that. Like we can be cool or whatever but thats where it ends. ITS JUST SEX AND YES I AM GOOD, NO, GREAT AT IT. It's not a chick breathing that can say otherwise and be truthful. Yea, shit I was going too.lmao. but like if you dont have n e thing to offer me other than sex and u got hella bodies on you. please dont call me talking bout no other shit, all thats dead. We can be best friend BFF' (best fukkin buddies), we can be hella cool. But I refuse to ever let a chick get to my heart through sex sorry. Yea, im real humble(hard to ell through this note tho.lol) genuine, honest, funny, sweet, treat every girl like she the one but it's like this "IF YOU KNOW U GOING OR WENT IN DA PAST, 9.5 TIMES OUT OF TEN I KNOW, WHETHER I TELL YOU OR NOT, SO WE MAY AS WELL JUST FUK AND STOP PLAYING GAMES (yea im goin in.lol). But with all dat said I am looking 4 sumthn more, I WOULD NEVER HOP IN A RELATIONSHIP IF I WAS GONE CHEAT. And I be mad at my niggas who dat to they girl, like you could of just told her instead of sendin her on a blank missions.

MY MUSIC:
So anybody who know Gerald/C.J./Beanpie...whatever yall wanna call me.lol. Now EVERYBODY IS A RAPPER OUT HERE nowadays. EVERY FUKKING BODY. AND I AM NOT AND WILL NOT HATE ON NOBODY GRIND AT ALL. Chicago rappers I listen to everyday damn near go like this: KING LOUIE, KEVO, SHORTY K, YP, NATE HEIST, MARVO. jus to name a few. Like I dont even know some of them personally but I fuks with there music hard and all artist should not be afraid to come out and say who all music dey like because everybody else not on dem yet or dont like em. IF YOU LIKE AN ARTIST SAY DAT SHIT, ESP IF YOU AN ARTIST CAUSE NIGGAS GONE DO YOU DA SAME WAY. AND LIKE I SAID THATS ONLY A FEW PEOPLE I NAMED BUT IF YOU GOT A DREAM..AND WANNA CHANGE MUSIC..I FUKS WITH YOU. I love what I do. When this mixtape drops I Pray people or just one person says dey relate to me or I changed them or made them realize something through my music. That shit would just make my eyes swell 4real. Thats y I do it 4real. Im not a concious rapper, im not a club rapper, im not a gangster rapper by any means, IM JUST HUMAN. No im not a saint by any means and in my music are all my thoughts good and bad. I'm only 20 years old. Yea I talk about sex alot but i also talk about how I'm my worst enemy, or how girls hurt me, or how my momma never believed in me, my guys never believed in me, hoes who was phony, college, my epilepsy's as a child, suicidal thhoughts, how we need change, like ALL DAT. like its shit I can say about myself in my music that I will never say in person cause of fear and insecurity. So when yall get this keep all this shit in mind as you listen to me. I wanna make you move and one day I will do a club song, maybe one day. But I wanna change the world first and let yall know who CJ is, good, bad and all.

OVERALL/DA UPDATE:

So anybody who know Gerald/C.J./Beanpie...whatever yall wanna call me.lol. Yes, I am doing a song with Gemstones soon. No set date yet but we will be collabing soon soon. Yes I feel the The Backup Plan is CLASSIC. I don't use that word freely (not even on myself) so I don't want my fans/supporters to either. Yes, I have been MIA a lot lately cause of music and I apologize to all. Yes, I am feeling this new lil move im talking too, she different than other chicks I talked too in da past but like I sad...I aint going how I did in da past Im way smarter now. Yes, if by August I dont see a deal that I want then I will just sign with whoever got da most bread on the table. Yes, if I cant make music I would rather kill myself. This is true. Yes, I do want kids in da near future just to see apart of me that wasn't fukked up and to help keep my sanity.lol. aye, i keep it 100 tho. No, I am not buying beats esp if you tryna get on and in da same predicament as me, lets just get our bread together....This summer ima be out here hard as we was in 07. Ima fuk with evry1 but not every1 u dig. I know niggas dont like me for whatever reasons and a lot of times it be my guys-guys. Im not on dat beef shit like that but If you think Im worried about a nigga sayin what he on wit me, u believe in santa clause. Im telling all ladies like im out here on some real shit so its watever. IM TELLING ALL MY GUYS, IF YOU WITH A BITCH AND SHE CHEATING ON HER NIGGA WITH YOU. BEST BELIEVE THAT BITCH WILL OR HAS CHEATED ON YOU WITH ANOTHER NIGGA. ALSO, IF YOU KNOW N E THING ABOUT FEMALES, THEY ARE THE MOST SNEAKIEST, LYING, GET OVER ON YOU TYPE CREATURES IN THE WORLD, SO U GOTTA TAKE THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE. NO IM NOT HELPING PUT NOBODY WITH A PUT ON TILL IM OFFICIALLY ON. NO I DONT OWE NOT 1 NIGGA AN OUNCE OF MY SUCCESS. NOT ONE IN DIS WORLD SO DONT EXPECT IT. ALSO, NIGGAS STOP GETTING MAD AT YO GUYS 4 YO MISTAKES, THINK ABOUT IT. DONT BRING NO NIGGA DOWN CAUSE U DOWN N U FUKKED UP. I LIVE MUSIC AND AT THE END OF THE DAY MUSIC CONQUERS ALL, IT IS THE REASON THE WORLD STILL SPINS, I WILL MAKE SACRIFICES FOR MUSIC NO MATTER WHAT OR WHO, AND YOU ALL CAN EITHER UNDERSTAND IT OR STOP FUKKIN WITH ME I DONT CARE EITHER WAY. ALL I NEED IS A MIC, A PEN AND PAPER..AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS SECONDARY. NOTHING COMES B4 MY INFATUATION AND LOVE FOR DA MUSIC, NOT MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, FRIENDS, FEMALE,NOTHING. i LOVE ALL WHO HAVE BEEN DOWN, THOSE WHO JUS FOUND OUT ABOUT IT AND HATERS. THSI WILL BE DA MIXTAPE DAT PUTS ME ON. I APOLOGIZE 4 MY NEGLECT TO MY FRIENDS AND FAM AND I ASLO WITHDRAW THAT APOLOGY AT DA SAME TIME. I MEAN EVERY WORD IN MY MUSIC, EVERY WORD IN THIS NOTE, ETC...THE BACKUP PLAN COMING SOON..3 MORE PHOTOSHOOTS TO GO. AND APH IS GONNA RELEASE ONE MORE LEAK AND THATS IT...